Blog #2

why do i have this blog, as well as, the poetically familiar blog? well, i'll tell you. honestly, i needed a place that i felt safe to put all the things that run amuck in my head. it's hard for me to make sense of things sometimes and i just need to write--or purge the thoughts that are there driving me crazy, in hopes to get it all out. i find that when i just allow myself to go with what i'm thinking and/or feeling, i tend to make better sense out of all the chaos. when i try to hold it all in, well, trust me when i say that is just a volcano waiting to erupt at any moment. and when that happens all that's left of me is a burnt up messy pile of ash.

in order to prevent that ashyness, i've decided to have a more serious--for lack of a better word--blog for myself and maybe a choice few people who i consider to be in my "safe" circle of friends.

so, yeah.

the journey begins....